The smell of cinders and rain

"And when the fires came
The smell of cinders and rain
Perfumed almost everything
We laughed and laughed and laughed
And in the golden blue
Crying took me to the darkest place
And you have set fire to my heart"
Oh Natasha Khan you are lovely.

Thanks for the advice everyone about the situation!!!


So my parents haven't talked to me in 3 days straight except simple conversation such as "Hello, how are you?" or, "Come and get some dinner!"
Everything they say that should sound warm and welcoming has been replaced with a coldness that makes my teeth want to shutter.

And you want to know how I feel about it? I've been going about life normally because I feel that if they can't accept me as a person than maybe I shouldn't be warm to them? I don't really know how I feel...ALL I know is that I will no longer accept to be treated like a 16 yr old. Everyone makes mistakes and how they are raising me is to believe that adults don't make mistakes so if I get this taken care of while I'm young- I'll be perfect.

NOT TRUE. They think it's the end of the world when I do something that upsets them but if they talk to alot of other parents- they'll have worse problems between them and their children no doubt. It's just a piercing calm down.

ANYWAY- tell me

light lips or dark lips?

opaque tights or leggings?

gold or silver?

beret or riding cap?

floral scent or musk?

Random or structured?

...live your life or have someone plan it out for you?

yeah that's what I thought haha.

oh yeah and guess what- Scarlett Johansson has a septum piercing hells yea.