Kid Sister

Yep she's back and she's coming out with a new album! click play :] on the post but make sure to pause my playlist on the righthand side of my blog page!

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

The smell of elegance

Trying to decide between two new scents to make my signature scent
Lola by Marc Jacobs or Parisienne by Yves Saint Laurent



I'm also thinking about getting a new hair cut that might involve frequent straightening of my kinky curls. But hey sometimes beauty has it's price- although I wouldn't go bald for it! haha
should I get one like this? have any suggestions?


Oh yeah and I don't care if this is not in this season but I'm going to be rockin some hot pink lipstick cause I look damn good in it!

Went to H&M yesterday and picked up a few things including this black banded high-waisted mini skirt

and boy was I surprised to discover that H&M is pairing up with JIMMY CHOO this season- cheaper bags, shoes, and clothes! Too bad I still can't really afford it :[ I need a job!



Check out Lindsay Lohan's colab with Ungaro for their Spring 2010 collection. Very interesting...too bad she walked out during the show and rolled her eyes at the audience! Bad Lindsay...



I WANNA MAKE A SHOUT OUT TO MY COUSIN NICOLE HELME- you should check out her new baby clothing line http://www.lululovecouture.com/ and spread the word! The stuff is adorable and if I had a baby I'd make them wear it all.

We live on a Mountain

My favorite song and my favorite artist in the whole entire world.

This is her performing her best in the 90s I believe- this performance made me fall in love with her.



Curly hair tips (Since there are none out there!)

*If you have curly or coarse hair: Once a week, apply a deep conditioner that contains keratin to just-shampooed hair. Leave it on for ten minutes. The conditioners seal the cuticle to keep out moisture (which helps prevent frizz), while the keratin strengthens hair to resist damage. (Brooke Le Poer Trench 2009).

*Leave-in-conditioner is a must- you can find a light one in any beauty supply store or in target or walmart, walgreens, rite aid, etc. If you're of/or mixed with African- American decent or have unruly curls try to find Indian Hemp (It's green and usually really cheap) it has a waxy oil texture but works wonders.

*Air-dry hair when possible- towel-drying can cause much frizz and tangles. If air drying is not an option, wrap your hair in a towl BUT DON'T RUB! try to stay away from blow-drying if possible.

*While in the shower wet hair completely first and brush out before shampooing. Rinse shampoo out and condition. While conditioner is in- comb hair with fingers to revive curls with tangles. rinse, dry, and leave- in- condition.

*Mix leave-in-conditioner with a light gel or silicone based product to fight frizz.


Hope that was helpful! comment if you need some more advice :]



bubbles :] haha ADD today

Altered Reality

It's possible to alter your own reality- though it might not be warped into something surreal. You are in control of how you react to things which is almost all the basis of life...
Actions and reactions- think about it.

Recently reconnected with a friend I havent't talked to in a year. You would think things would be a little awkward but to be honest we picked up right where we left off except he's mad mature now and has a girlfriend. No biggie, not tryna hop on that haha. The reason why we just easily reconnected is because of how we chose to react to us talking again and it was positive.


Feels like my cell phone was just devirginized all over again. Texts and calls like crazy. I like it though :]

I've just been bored or busy lately. nothing in between.

Ugh I wanna look this good-




OH YEAH AND GUESS WHAT? 7 FOLLOWERS!!!! woohoo i must be doin something right

www.myspace.com/482207703

I feel like I just seen the sun for the first time...

http://www.myspace.com/482207703

The smell of cinders and rain

"And when the fires came
The smell of cinders and rain
Perfumed almost everything
We laughed and laughed and laughed
And in the golden blue
Crying took me to the darkest place
And you have set fire to my heart"
Oh Natasha Khan you are lovely.

Thanks for the advice everyone about the situation!!!


So my parents haven't talked to me in 3 days straight except simple conversation such as "Hello, how are you?" or, "Come and get some dinner!"
Everything they say that should sound warm and welcoming has been replaced with a coldness that makes my teeth want to shutter.

And you want to know how I feel about it? I've been going about life normally because I feel that if they can't accept me as a person than maybe I shouldn't be warm to them? I don't really know how I feel...ALL I know is that I will no longer accept to be treated like a 16 yr old. Everyone makes mistakes and how they are raising me is to believe that adults don't make mistakes so if I get this taken care of while I'm young- I'll be perfect.

NOT TRUE. They think it's the end of the world when I do something that upsets them but if they talk to alot of other parents- they'll have worse problems between them and their children no doubt. It's just a piercing calm down.

ANYWAY- tell me

light lips or dark lips?

opaque tights or leggings?

gold or silver?

beret or riding cap?

floral scent or musk?

Random or structured?

...live your life or have someone plan it out for you?

yeah that's what I thought haha.

oh yeah and guess what- Scarlett Johansson has a septum piercing hells yea.

Drama

I don't mean to make this blog personal but I need something to turn to.
My parents found out last night that I had my septum pierced and freaked...I just don't know what to do anymore I feel like I am only noticed when I screw up and it's not fair to me. I guess that's how it is when you live the life of a lapdog. I feel like it's hard for me to be myself while also trying to please them. I can't win and I feel like I never will.
I feel like a burnt out cig- everyone just wants a new one after thy're done with it. I catch just keep starting over new.



Any suggestions?